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Monday, January 28, 2013

A Dream :)

WTF!!! Last post was on 26 june!! hahah what should i do, my life kinda messy back then (same as now duh).....  o.o

Well whatever, haha anyway, what's up guys, hope u r all in a good shape :D
Today is 28 January, still waiting for my SPM result, erm, i dont know how to explain it, but this exam is hard, i know that it's not impossible right? Let's just hope that my hardship before the exam will pay off soon....

Now, talked about waiting for result, my current job is online salesman and i sell some street clothing, just started for a month i think and damn it's hard to sell something, maybe this is what a part-time job means (taking a job that's opposite from a job that what u want for a certain time)...
I hope u guys can take ur times to visit our page here : https://www.facebook.com/OnesCultureStreet?ref=hl

Sometimes, it hurts to think where can u go for study. Just like me, i had a rough time with my mom for almost 2 years because of the job that i choose...
Whenever everyone that around me said something bitter for my dream, it hurts, yes! It really hurts!! Don't u guys feels the same way?? I know that's just a trial, but i think someone in my condition will know how i feel....

I start drawing when i was nine, it's kinda funny because that time i'm suck at drawing and i don't feel like i want to draw something... My interest starts to grow when i saw one of my friend draw something in a book, i think it would be fun and to my surprise it is! A drawing can release my tense and tears. From that moment, we start to draw and become better at it...
It's funny to me, my first character was Sonic the hedgehog, u guys know about it right? The blue hedgehog that's really fast when running, i try to modify it until some points i know that it's a copyrighted, so i start to draw my own character, that time i was in high school....

well it's interesting to become someone like me, it's like almost every people don't want me to become who i am. A challenging yet a sad story of my life, i know how sucks i am in drawing but u guys can't stop me from what i choose, and now i still have a hard time with one of my friends.... naah, don't want to talk about it.

Haha, anyway, my drawing sure brought me to a point where i can't ever imagine, it looks like the drawing brought me to a digital animation, an art sure an art, i fall in love to make a model 3D and a better story lining, all of this happens when i came across with animation movie, it's an art in virtual world, just like what i heard, art is everywhere.

Thanks to it also because now i know art can express more than it looks, because of art, i get the hard life, and because of art, i appreciate this life....

Lastly, i know who can i depends on, He will always by my side.... And now i know what can i do, art is my dream, i'll chase it even if it's running away from me...

P/s: thanks to everyone who keep supporting me, and thanks to the people who look down on me either because u guys push me to positive side :)

stay in touch and thanks for reading :D