Heh, just a dream of every children which imagine that when there is a hard life, they will solve the family's business....
When i am dreaming about it, i should more worry what can be happen throughout my life. Hmm, what do you expect from just a small little kid that isn't mature yet? if i know what will happen, i will change the person who i am right now....
A kid that is full of imagination, that's who i am... Once, i had a really happy life, it's just like fairy tale, i played around without any problem, i can play with all my cousins, nephew, sibling, all of it. That is truely peaceful, but the problems start without i knowing about it.....
Korang mesti tengok aq cam aq nih xde pape msalah kan? But believe me, my problems is very serious....
cuma tuhan jer yg tau camne ssahnye hidup aq nih....
Semua msalah tu berkaitan dgn msalah peribadi, msalah keluarga, saudara mara yg tamakkan harta, saudara mara yg riak....
Tapi, aq cme bleh berserah kpade tuhan je, mgkin sume nih boleh jadikkan aq lbih matang....
*sometimes, i'm wondered, during my life as a teenager, i had gone so many places, i had met with so many people until my dad says "jauhnya kau dah pergi bejalan, Di. Abah pun ada tempat yang belum sampai"
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i know what my father's talking about, but this question keep playing in my mind "Am i going really far? Is it too far until my ambition becomes so hard to achieve? Are these things make my life miserable?? What am i going to do if my faith is not strong enough??"
This is my life, i know that Allah had gives me a perfect life for me, i know that it will be better if i keep my faith in Him...
sincerely: Rusydi
