WTF!!! Last post was on 26 june!! hahah what should i do, my life kinda messy back then (same as now duh)..... o.o
Well whatever, haha anyway, what's up guys, hope u r all in a good shape :D
Today is 28 January, still waiting for my SPM result, erm, i dont know how to explain it, but this exam is hard, i know that it's not impossible right? Let's just hope that my hardship before the exam will pay off soon....
Now, talked about waiting for result, my current job is online salesman and i sell some street clothing, just started for a month i think and damn it's hard to sell something, maybe this is what a part-time job means (taking a job that's opposite from a job that what u want for a certain time)...
I hope u guys can take ur times to visit our page here : https://www.facebook.com/OnesCultureStreet?ref=hl
Sometimes, it hurts to think where can u go for study. Just like me, i had a rough time with my mom for almost 2 years because of the job that i choose...
Whenever everyone that around me said something bitter for my dream, it hurts, yes! It really hurts!! Don't u guys feels the same way?? I know that's just a trial, but i think someone in my condition will know how i feel....
I start drawing when i was nine, it's kinda funny because that time i'm suck at drawing and i don't feel like i want to draw something... My interest starts to grow when i saw one of my friend draw something in a book, i think it would be fun and to my surprise it is! A drawing can release my tense and tears. From that moment, we start to draw and become better at it...
It's funny to me, my first character was Sonic the hedgehog, u guys know about it right? The blue hedgehog that's really fast when running, i try to modify it until some points i know that it's a copyrighted, so i start to draw my own character, that time i was in high school....
well it's interesting to become someone like me, it's like almost every people don't want me to become who i am. A challenging yet a sad story of my life, i know how sucks i am in drawing but u guys can't stop me from what i choose, and now i still have a hard time with one of my friends.... naah, don't want to talk about it.
Haha, anyway, my drawing sure brought me to a point where i can't ever imagine, it looks like the drawing brought me to a digital animation, an art sure an art, i fall in love to make a model 3D and a better story lining, all of this happens when i came across with animation movie, it's an art in virtual world, just like what i heard, art is everywhere.
Thanks to it also because now i know art can express more than it looks, because of art, i get the hard life, and because of art, i appreciate this life....
Lastly, i know who can i depends on, He will always by my side.... And now i know what can i do, art is my dream, i'll chase it even if it's running away from me...
P/s: thanks to everyone who keep supporting me, and thanks to the people who look down on me either because u guys push me to positive side :)
stay in touch and thanks for reading :D
Monday, January 28, 2013
Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Something that keep bothering me
Which is more interesting? A simple life? A hard life? That's what i'm thinking right now, since i'm small, i just keep going with the life that i'm in with, i keep dreaming about how is it live in the hard life?
Heh, just a dream of every children which imagine that when there is a hard life, they will solve the family's business....
When i am dreaming about it, i should more worry what can be happen throughout my life. Hmm, what do you expect from just a small little kid that isn't mature yet? if i know what will happen, i will change the person who i am right now....
A kid that is full of imagination, that's who i am... Once, i had a really happy life, it's just like fairy tale, i played around without any problem, i can play with all my cousins, nephew, sibling, all of it. That is truely peaceful, but the problems start without i knowing about it.....
Korang mesti tengok aq cam aq nih xde pape msalah kan? But believe me, my problems is very serious....
cuma tuhan jer yg tau camne ssahnye hidup aq nih....
Semua msalah tu berkaitan dgn msalah peribadi, msalah keluarga, saudara mara yg tamakkan harta, saudara mara yg riak....
Tapi, aq cme bleh berserah kpade tuhan je, mgkin sume nih boleh jadikkan aq lbih matang....
*sometimes, i'm wondered, during my life as a teenager, i had gone so many places, i had met with so many people until my dad says "jauhnya kau dah pergi bejalan, Di. Abah pun ada tempat yang belum sampai"
...
i know what my father's talking about, but this question keep playing in my mind "Am i going really far? Is it too far until my ambition becomes so hard to achieve? Are these things make my life miserable?? What am i going to do if my faith is not strong enough??"
This is my life, i know that Allah had gives me a perfect life for me, i know that it will be better if i keep my faith in Him...
sincerely: Rusydi
Heh, just a dream of every children which imagine that when there is a hard life, they will solve the family's business....
When i am dreaming about it, i should more worry what can be happen throughout my life. Hmm, what do you expect from just a small little kid that isn't mature yet? if i know what will happen, i will change the person who i am right now....
A kid that is full of imagination, that's who i am... Once, i had a really happy life, it's just like fairy tale, i played around without any problem, i can play with all my cousins, nephew, sibling, all of it. That is truely peaceful, but the problems start without i knowing about it.....
Korang mesti tengok aq cam aq nih xde pape msalah kan? But believe me, my problems is very serious....
cuma tuhan jer yg tau camne ssahnye hidup aq nih....
Semua msalah tu berkaitan dgn msalah peribadi, msalah keluarga, saudara mara yg tamakkan harta, saudara mara yg riak....
Tapi, aq cme bleh berserah kpade tuhan je, mgkin sume nih boleh jadikkan aq lbih matang....
*sometimes, i'm wondered, during my life as a teenager, i had gone so many places, i had met with so many people until my dad says "jauhnya kau dah pergi bejalan, Di. Abah pun ada tempat yang belum sampai"
...
i know what my father's talking about, but this question keep playing in my mind "Am i going really far? Is it too far until my ambition becomes so hard to achieve? Are these things make my life miserable?? What am i going to do if my faith is not strong enough??"
This is my life, i know that Allah had gives me a perfect life for me, i know that it will be better if i keep my faith in Him...
sincerely: Rusydi
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Need To Be Alone
Haish, ntah nape la arini aq rse cam xnak bersemuka ngan orang len?
maybe aq still xleh lpe psal aritu....
Btw, aq mmang pnat giler nih, smalam jer skola smpai 1.30, pastu gi latihan sukan, tetibe jer latihan sukan dibatalkan sbb hujan, balek, pastu malam training boling ngan abg azhar, dtg2 jer kt mall 1 papan di kaunter mengatakan "FULL LANE", gosh!!! time gini la full lane!! tepaksela tggu org yg len abis men, dpat lane kul 10, abis training kul 12......
mmang pnatla, ssbb tu aq nk kne bersendirian skang nih....
huh, pnat, da x tau nk type ape lgi....
k bye guys, keep in touch
:D
maybe aq still xleh lpe psal aritu....
Btw, aq mmang pnat giler nih, smalam jer skola smpai 1.30, pastu gi latihan sukan, tetibe jer latihan sukan dibatalkan sbb hujan, balek, pastu malam training boling ngan abg azhar, dtg2 jer kt mall 1 papan di kaunter mengatakan "FULL LANE", gosh!!! time gini la full lane!! tepaksela tggu org yg len abis men, dpat lane kul 10, abis training kul 12......
mmang pnatla, ssbb tu aq nk kne bersendirian skang nih....
huh, pnat, da x tau nk type ape lgi....
k bye guys, keep in touch
:D
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Dugaan, kesabaran, dan ganjaran kesabaran
Kita semua tau yg tuhan tu selalu memberikan dugaan kepada kita ntok menguji sejauh mana kesabaran dan keimanan kita....
Begitu juga dengan aq, taon ni jer da byk dugaan yg aq dapat...
Firstly, penah x barang berharga korang kne rompak, samun, curik, dan sebagainya?? Kejadian ni belaku kat aq, mase tuh aq ad latihan merentas desa, sesungguhnya hati aq x terdetik pown nak ksik dompet aq kat ckgu, time tuh sume rumah sukan belatih sesama......
Kita semua tau yg sesungguhnya klau Allah menyebut "jadilah" maka jadilah perkara itu, petang tu lepas kitorang sume habis rentas desa, aq kumpol dlu ngan kawan yg len, pastu bile da boleh balik, aq ngan sorang lgi kwan aq pergi ke dewan di mana kitorang letak beg kitorang yg mengandungi dompet di dalamya.....
Sewaktu di depan dewan, aq nampak kwan2 kitorang bekumpol dan sorang dari mreka ckp enset dy ilang, hati aq mse tuh mmang berdenyut laju, terfikir "eh dompet aq ngan aqm**" lalu aq tros panggil kwan aq tuh untuk check dompet kitorang....
Sampai jer kat tempat beg yg kitorang letak, punah harapan, kerana telah diselongkar, duit hilang, tpi aq lgi kesiankan kwan aq tuh yg duit ngan dompet2 nyer hilang sekali....
Aq dikire bernasib baik sbb ad lgi ic kt dlam dompet tuh, tpi kesian ngan kwan aq tuh, sbb ic sgt penting ntok kitorang yg merupakan pelajar yg nk menduduki peperiksaan SPM....
Sesungguhnya aq x kesah klau org tuh amik duit aq, tpi dy dah nyusahkan org, dan Allah x ske ngan orang yg ske mencurik....
Lpas tu aq balik, takut untuk gitau mak bapak aq, aq diam jer, dalam hati aq ni cuma tuhan jer yg tau, x cukop dengan tu, lepas tu aq dpat tau yg pekerjaan yg aq cita2 kan selama nih semakin jaoh, aq x amik seni sbb ad byk msalah, aq nk jdik multimedia designer....
Hati aq bagaikan hancur ketika tu, aq cme bleh berharap pd Allah jer, mlam tu aq betol2 nangis, aq xleh tahan dgn dugaan yg Allah berikan ni....
Namun, dengan kuasa Allah, aq dpt panggilan dripada cikgu kolej aq, cikgu tuh merupakan cikgu yg paling budak2 suka kerana dy dah menjadi seperti ayah kepada pelajar2 kolej kt situ, aq pown rindu nk ckp ngan cikgu tuh....
Aq angkat panggilan cikgu tuh dgn suara yg sebak, cikgu tu pun tye ape da jadik, aq pown citer la dri pangkal smpai ke hujung, cikgu tu pown berkata kepada aq "Rusydi, dgr sni, semua yg terjadi kpade awak adlah dugaan dripadaNya, bersabarlah ya? Sesungguhnya Allah suka dgn orang yg bersabar menghadapi dugaanNya. Kita tidak tahu ape yg akan terjadi kepada kita, pe yg kita boleh buat cuma bersabar dan tabah menghadapi dugaanNya...."
Ape yg aq mahukan pde waktu tu hyelah org untuk aq melepaskan perasaan, dan aq tersedar bhawa ckgu yg telefon aq tu telah membuatkan aq lega, slepas lbih kurang 1 jam berbual dgn cikgu tersebut, akhirnya kami berhenti, aq betul2 bersyukur pada Allah sbb Dia dah melepaskan kerinduan aq untuk bercakap dengan cikgu yg aq sayang....
Sesungguhnya Allah tidak kejam terhadap hambaNya, segala perkara buruk yg terjadi adlah dugaan dripadaNya, namun begitu, ad juga dugaan dripada Allah yg bkan berdasarkan kesusahan, malah kesenangan....
Kita cuma boleh mengharungi semua dugaan tersebut dengan tabah dan terima segala perkara dgn hati yg terbuka....
Alhamdulillah ya Allah kerana telah memberikan ketabahan kepada aq untuk menempuh segala dugaan yg mendatang...
:)
Begitu juga dengan aq, taon ni jer da byk dugaan yg aq dapat...
Firstly, penah x barang berharga korang kne rompak, samun, curik, dan sebagainya?? Kejadian ni belaku kat aq, mase tuh aq ad latihan merentas desa, sesungguhnya hati aq x terdetik pown nak ksik dompet aq kat ckgu, time tuh sume rumah sukan belatih sesama......
Kita semua tau yg sesungguhnya klau Allah menyebut "jadilah" maka jadilah perkara itu, petang tu lepas kitorang sume habis rentas desa, aq kumpol dlu ngan kawan yg len, pastu bile da boleh balik, aq ngan sorang lgi kwan aq pergi ke dewan di mana kitorang letak beg kitorang yg mengandungi dompet di dalamya.....
Sewaktu di depan dewan, aq nampak kwan2 kitorang bekumpol dan sorang dari mreka ckp enset dy ilang, hati aq mse tuh mmang berdenyut laju, terfikir "eh dompet aq ngan aqm**" lalu aq tros panggil kwan aq tuh untuk check dompet kitorang....
Sampai jer kat tempat beg yg kitorang letak, punah harapan, kerana telah diselongkar, duit hilang, tpi aq lgi kesiankan kwan aq tuh yg duit ngan dompet2 nyer hilang sekali....
Aq dikire bernasib baik sbb ad lgi ic kt dlam dompet tuh, tpi kesian ngan kwan aq tuh, sbb ic sgt penting ntok kitorang yg merupakan pelajar yg nk menduduki peperiksaan SPM....
Sesungguhnya aq x kesah klau org tuh amik duit aq, tpi dy dah nyusahkan org, dan Allah x ske ngan orang yg ske mencurik....
Lpas tu aq balik, takut untuk gitau mak bapak aq, aq diam jer, dalam hati aq ni cuma tuhan jer yg tau, x cukop dengan tu, lepas tu aq dpat tau yg pekerjaan yg aq cita2 kan selama nih semakin jaoh, aq x amik seni sbb ad byk msalah, aq nk jdik multimedia designer....
Hati aq bagaikan hancur ketika tu, aq cme bleh berharap pd Allah jer, mlam tu aq betol2 nangis, aq xleh tahan dgn dugaan yg Allah berikan ni....
Namun, dengan kuasa Allah, aq dpt panggilan dripada cikgu kolej aq, cikgu tuh merupakan cikgu yg paling budak2 suka kerana dy dah menjadi seperti ayah kepada pelajar2 kolej kt situ, aq pown rindu nk ckp ngan cikgu tuh....
Aq angkat panggilan cikgu tuh dgn suara yg sebak, cikgu tu pun tye ape da jadik, aq pown citer la dri pangkal smpai ke hujung, cikgu tu pown berkata kepada aq "Rusydi, dgr sni, semua yg terjadi kpade awak adlah dugaan dripadaNya, bersabarlah ya? Sesungguhnya Allah suka dgn orang yg bersabar menghadapi dugaanNya. Kita tidak tahu ape yg akan terjadi kepada kita, pe yg kita boleh buat cuma bersabar dan tabah menghadapi dugaanNya...."
Ape yg aq mahukan pde waktu tu hyelah org untuk aq melepaskan perasaan, dan aq tersedar bhawa ckgu yg telefon aq tu telah membuatkan aq lega, slepas lbih kurang 1 jam berbual dgn cikgu tersebut, akhirnya kami berhenti, aq betul2 bersyukur pada Allah sbb Dia dah melepaskan kerinduan aq untuk bercakap dengan cikgu yg aq sayang....
Sesungguhnya Allah tidak kejam terhadap hambaNya, segala perkara buruk yg terjadi adlah dugaan dripadaNya, namun begitu, ad juga dugaan dripada Allah yg bkan berdasarkan kesusahan, malah kesenangan....
Kita cuma boleh mengharungi semua dugaan tersebut dengan tabah dan terima segala perkara dgn hati yg terbuka....
Alhamdulillah ya Allah kerana telah memberikan ketabahan kepada aq untuk menempuh segala dugaan yg mendatang...
:)
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
bowling!! with the member of CORRUPTED BAND AFNAN!! HAHHA XD
Well, camne nk mula ek???
Afnan, ahli Corrupted Band atau dikenali sebagai CB telah ajk aq men boling, memula dgr cam best jer aq join r, tpi x sgke lak leh 2 org jer yg gi sbb member yg len sumer ad hal....
best gak gi boling tdi, wlaupon skit org tpi aq dpt release tension aq, wahaha, dh lme doe x men boling, aq skang ni tgh blaja basic dri abg Azhar kt BP mall, dy ckp nk ajr aq sorang jer, memula tu mmang la tekejut, org cam aq ni ad org nk ajr, pape pown aq try dgr sume bnde yg abg tu ajr....
hehe~
korang msti pelik kan?? Aq ni sbnrnye nk watpe blaja bnde byk sgt?? Well,sbnrnye aq x rse ape yg aq blaja ni byk sgt, just KAWAD, DRAWING, GUITAR AND BOWLING..... that's all.....
hahaha~
btw, arini best gak, mlam ti aq nk gi mall blaja bowling plak :3
just wan u guys to know that im not a very talkative type, but when i become a talkative type, i changed to another person that's much different from me....
so guys,keep in touch ya??
XD
Afnan, ahli Corrupted Band atau dikenali sebagai CB telah ajk aq men boling, memula dgr cam best jer aq join r, tpi x sgke lak leh 2 org jer yg gi sbb member yg len sumer ad hal....
best gak gi boling tdi, wlaupon skit org tpi aq dpt release tension aq, wahaha, dh lme doe x men boling, aq skang ni tgh blaja basic dri abg Azhar kt BP mall, dy ckp nk ajr aq sorang jer, memula tu mmang la tekejut, org cam aq ni ad org nk ajr, pape pown aq try dgr sume bnde yg abg tu ajr....
hehe~
korang msti pelik kan?? Aq ni sbnrnye nk watpe blaja bnde byk sgt?? Well,sbnrnye aq x rse ape yg aq blaja ni byk sgt, just KAWAD, DRAWING, GUITAR AND BOWLING..... that's all.....
hahaha~
btw, arini best gak, mlam ti aq nk gi mall blaja bowling plak :3
just wan u guys to know that im not a very talkative type, but when i become a talkative type, i changed to another person that's much different from me....
so guys,keep in touch ya??
XD
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| this is us,afnan is at the right and me at the center we are the best friend since the old times...XD |
Saturday, August 6, 2011
WAA!!! NK EDIT KOMIK!!!!
WAAAA!!!!
nk edit!!!!!!!!!
tpi xde photoshop!!!!!!!!
camne nk upload ni?????????????????
TT^TT
nk edit!!!!!!!!!
tpi xde photoshop!!!!!!!!
camne nk upload ni?????????????????
TT^TT
Monday, July 18, 2011
First experience of failure!!!!! \(*A*)/
HUWAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!GOT AN "E" FOR THE CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
welll~~~~~
aq pn x blaja aritu,pdan ngan muke aq...
MWAHAHAHA!!!
Btw,aq nk try upload komik aq la,tpi xde photoshop lak,
huhu,xleh edit.........
TT^TT
btw,wan your guys opinion,ptot ker aq upload komik aq,sbb komik aq telampau burok!!!!!
Thx ya?~~~~~~
XD
FOR THE FIRST TIME!!!!GOT AN "E" FOR THE CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
welll~~~~~
aq pn x blaja aritu,pdan ngan muke aq...
MWAHAHAHA!!!
Btw,aq nk try upload komik aq la,tpi xde photoshop lak,
huhu,xleh edit.........
TT^TT
btw,wan your guys opinion,ptot ker aq upload komik aq,sbb komik aq telampau burok!!!!!
Thx ya?~~~~~~
XD
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